I am guilty of the classic mistake of not blogging often on this site. I have found a few other places where I have written juicy subjects that just wouldn't have been appropriate for this site hahaha. Intrigued? don't be... i lied, kind of. haha.
Anyway, life has changed a lot. I graduated high school, I teach seminary, and Im just trying to make it. I still struggle like everyone else with self-esteem issues but i've been through enough to know it's all in my head when it comes to that stuff.
Unfortunately, at the moment people are treating me very different. Most old friends and pals have become my students and they look at me as a teacher instead of a friend their age and likeness. That's really hard because I live a pretty lonely life at the moment. It actually awkwardly fits my lifestyle but it's a change so it feels weird to me at the moment. Im trying to find a place that I fit in life. Im just going into my last week of babysitting for the Stigter family. Their kids are obsessed with me haha. That's good though, mostly.
Also, while trying to teach seminary and work on/off I've been writing and working on my own dreams. I'm excited for the future but I'm very nervous. I'm trying to have a healthier lifestyle but it is difficult to change drastically.
My haircut worked out well, everyone seems to like it so yay lol. I'm very interested in going to a writing college but my grades were not too hot. Also, I don't like writing for other people, on their schedule. I like writing from the heart when it is emotional and inspired. I hope that I can find a way to work writing into my future. It's my passion and it's saved me during a lot of hard times. I have not stopped writing. IF you would like to read any ANY thing i have written visit www.youngwriterssociety.com and look up Tommybear. That is my profile name on there. I didn't want any creepers so I changed it haha. I'm going to try and write more often. I DO have things to say and places to say them. Follow me on twitter at TmB317 or facebook Tanner Blackburn, if you are interested in stalking me ;). Modern life is hysterical that way. 10 years ago no one gave a CRAP if you were forced to go shopping with your girl, but NOW everyone apparently loves knowing that stuff! haha.
Don't act like that's not true haha.
Okay, I'm turning this into an actual blog now, and not a writing place because i found a place of writing companions that help me with it. This will be more thoughts and such.
Right now I'm hangin with Mac. t-out
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