Friday, October 22, 2010

I must take part of the blame

In the beginning i told lie after lie to hide the real me,
but all those lies became more adversity,
to get through the hard shell that was me,
ppl who really know me, are a scarcity.

When the time finally came for me to back out,
i figured if i told u the truth it would turn'n'to a bout,
but that doesn't matter cuz im just flatterin myself,
cuz in reality you never gave a crap bout me,
backstabbin, is that a friend, u'd be surprised
what ppl would say just to make you cry.
u just used my resources until the oasis was dry,
leaft me to face the emotions floatin in my mind.

i never voiced my thoughts
i never even tried
cuz i fought hard to make sure i never cried.
I told you what u wanted to hear,
gave u self-worth,
but at the end what was that friendship worth?

Nothing. . .

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