My heart must be blind, but my eyes aren't

With each smile, your memory fades. But no matter what i do, ill never forget you, my beautiful everglades. Your lips like fire, gorgeous and red, your eyes of desire, where no man feels dead. you're like meddusa without the stone, left me feeling paralyzed, i thought you were my own. its been a few weeks and im feeling the same, the winter weather, not as harsh as your love game. The scars on my hand are because of you, the bruises, and the pain i feel too. yet still in my heart and mind i give my love to you. Its silly to think how blind love can be, but won't you come back and atleast talk to me? And if once again you leave, you'll still have my heart. In this crazy love game, we all play our part. I can't decide who this is to, because there are atleast two or three of you. It can't be me or maybe it can, but after all im only a man. How would i know that it would've come to this? If i had just one wish, it would be for you to know this, I feel so strongly that you made a mistake, like Eve, i was beguiled by a snake. You slithered in and poisoned my heart. But this is a war and you played your part